That I mattered.

Unredacted epstein files. And throw in jfk while your at it. Oh and maybe I guess also if conformal cyclic cosmology is legit and the answer to the grand unification of einstenien relativity and quantum mechanics, but mostly the first 2.

If I know anything at all after I’m dead, I will already have the answer to the biggest question from all major religions

I just humbly want to know who would have thought that creating a universe with so many terrible things was a good idea?

The exact weight of all my poops combined. I feel like I had a productive life.

What do you want to eat after universe ends?

Was HL3 good?

I’d want to know future generations know I’m sorry for the planet we left them.

Comprehensive stats for my run.

I used to wonder about how my family and friends would react and what they’d do If I just stopped existing for one reason or another.

It’s a pretty “normal” thought to have when you’re depressed I think, and it’s what sends you further down the spiral. But yeah, even as someone who wants to believe in an afterlife, I wouldn’t want to know anything about what I left behind.

Four things come to mind:

Who was meant to be the X to my Y? What was I meant to do in my life? Whose lives did I help change the most? Whose lives did I actually make a living hell?

Nothing. I would prefer to know before I die. When I actually exist.

I want to know if the Gnostics were right and this really is a prison planet for consciousnesses. The next thing I want to know is how to escape from the prison.

Wait, I’m conscious enough to have questions? So, now what?

Nothing. I’m dead.