Pretty sure his worst nightmare is the one where he gets his balls cut off and has to eat his own balls but somehow his balls are still there and he still has to get them cut off? He fights against it and even lands a couple of good punches but it’s not enough he still has to do it, so he starts running and no matter how he runs and hides it’s more like an obligation at this point to cut off and eat his own balls & he wakes up still feeling the dread and his thoughts are twisted for a good half hour